So tired, so tired.

How is it that it's 6:30 p.m. on New Year's Eve and I am SO ready to crawl into bed and go to sleep right now? Madison, Porter, and Lane are ALL asleep and Brant is working the big holiday tonight.
Today has just been so tiring. It started with Lane's Super Duper Pooper. The twins ignited their "Wonder Twin Powers" and had an all-time Mischievous day. I think all of the excitement from Uncle Nathan coming home just caused too much excitement. And, unfortunately two year olds like to get negative attention when they want attention. Why can't they do good things when they want attention. Like clean their room, fold their clothes, or NOT spill any food when they eat. I would be surprised. I would ooh and aah. I promise I would give them lots of attention if they were unexpectedly overly good.
So here's the list of my day:
Lane Pooped all over the floor and himself.
Porter pooped his naptime diaper, but tried to change it himself. I guess he WAS trying to help me. Madison pooped her nap diaper. (However, asked for help to change her diaper.)
I put them in the tub to wash off all of the poop. They dumped buckets of water out of the tub onto the floor.
Then, they went out into the loft and the library area and peed on the carpet. They're totally potty-trained. I followed them to that mess and dumped baking soda on the wet areas. Mind you, that every time I was cleaning up a mess I would make them stand with their noses on the wall in time out. They couldn't leave until I was done cleaning up the mess.
So after all of this, I made them sit on their bed while I cleaned up their room. That way I could keep an eye on them. I had made them help clean up their room earlier and usually try to teach them to clean their room. But, after everything they had done, I just wanted them to stay put and let me clean it up. After cleaning their room, I let them down. It must have been right away that Porter returned to the loft area and smeared the baking soda all over the carpet. Then, he took handfuls of it and dumped it on the bookshelf.
While I was cleaning that up, Madison was in the bedroom stretching gum across her neck. She also got it into her hair.
Brant came home and said, "Have you had a bad day? You look like you have." He was home for less than 2 hours with a short time to shower, catch a small nap, say hi to the kids and leave for his all night job.
Exhausted. I am exhausted. I'm going to bed. I'll wake up next year.

We Have A Winner

It was a last minute entry. Came in just this morning. But still in time to be picked as the 2008 Worst Poopy Diaper of the year. Congratulations, Lane, you win! He likes to poop at 5 am every morning. He wakes up like an alarm has hit his bowels. I usually wait it out a bit to make sure he is all done. I've had the misfortune of changing him in between his final output. This little number he did today left a trail on the carpet. That's how I discovered just how bad the damage was.

Just stuff

* I am busy working on the yearly Embarcadero coupons. I have done this project every year for over eight years now. I can't believe it's been that long. It's a nice little bit of extra cash at the end of the year.
* Lane is so close to crawling. I know he's going to do it any day now. He can pull himself up on things. He tries to crawl on his feet like a little stink bug. He has discovered that he can roll over and sometimes does it just to show me. It's cute. He gets a big smile on his face.
* My BIL is coming home from Korea today. We are very excited to see him. He's been gone for two years.
* Kim's baby is getting blessed on Sunday. I wish we could make the trip to see her and the baby.
* Heather's baby is also getting blessed on Sunday and she asked Brant to bless the baby. It will be his first. I am more excited for him than he is.
* BTW, Brant was mortified that I blogged about the kids bad behavior. He didn't know why I would tell everyone. I told him I wanted some suggestions. Thanks to everyone who said something. All of the comments helped.
* Brant is working New Year's Eve as a Bar back. Good money. Lots of hours and a very tired husband.
* We start teaching nursery on Sunday. I am kind of excited. I have put together a non-stop fun program. Brant is burning a song CD for me to use with the kids. However, we start at 1 p.m. I hope all of those kiddos get an early nap.
* I start weight lifting with Rhonda today. I am so excited about our weekly goal meetings. I have been so infused with positive energy and can't wait to get everything done on my list.
* We're still planning to move at the end of January, so it will be time to start packing.
* All of my Christmas stuff is boxed and put away. I reboxed by tree so well there was almost 20 percent of space left in the box. Yeah, I was way proud of myself. I wrapped and numbered all of the tree branches. Only an organization freak like myself would be proud.
* I noticed that Madison looks like a little girl yesterday. She had one ponytail on the back of her head and zip up hoodie. Porter has always looked the same. He hasn't changed much since he was a baby. It was sweet, but sad. They're growing up. Madison is also very smart and so much like me. I am in for it.
* Brant came home yesterday and folded ALL of the laundry. I had a massive pile on my bed.
* Now I've got to clean, clean, clean.

New Year's Resolution Just around the corner

My MIL and SIL, Heather, are forming a Strategic Alliance. We are getting together once a week to hold each other accountable to our 2009 goals. I am so determined to achieve the success I want in life, I am very excited about this. I have some personal and professional goals that I am hoping to see happen.

Twinner Trouble

The twins are 2 years 5 months now. Though they have become better in some ways, they are more troublesome in others. They understand so much more of what they are and are not supposed to do. Yet, they seem to push the limits more than ever. Sometimes they are defiant because they think it is a game. Is this a stage they go through? Do they get worse? Do they get better? Is it because there are two? Hmmm....

Primm trip cancelled : (

Money? Quality Time? What's more important? We decided money was more important for now. We planned a one-night getaway to Primm and had to cancel it. Brant's second job called and asked if he would work tonight. The UFC fight is going on tonight--and it's a big one. Six major contestants. I was so excited to spend some time alone. But hey, the money will help pay for our insurance that we have to start paying in January. So Brant's making more money; and, I am getting "quality time" with the kids. All's well that ends well.

Miscellaneous Christmas Pics

The twins put out the cookies and milke for Santa. Our humble little tree. (Needs more decorations.) Our stockings were hung on the kids dresser--with care. The twins were so excited to open their presents on Christmas morning. Me and Madi--I had on her new Hannah Montana wig. Brant sporting his Raiders pajamas. (And--notice the short, short haircut. Yeah, I did that.)

Christmas was so much fun

This was by far my best Christmas ever. It was so much fun watching the twins get so excited over their gifts. I really enjoyed it. They were so excited.
I could hardly get them to go to sleep on Christmas Eve. We spent the afternoon deliverying cinnamon rolls to people. I took the twins and left Lane with Heather. Brant was still at work. I just wanted the kids to give something to someone.
Then, we had our traditional pajama gift that we opened. Porter got a Batman outfit and Madison got a pink Princess outfit. Both picked out and purchased by Dad. Brant bought me a peppermint and candy cane set. The shirt has a blinking light and says, "Sweet." Lane really like the light. I got Brant a pair of plaid flannel pants--with pockets. (Must have pockets.) And a long sleeve Raiders shirt.
We read several good Christmas stories. Grandma Rhonda led the "White Stocking" exercise that we do every year. Later, we made cookies and milk for Santa. Brant fell asleep early. I got the kids to bed and finished up last minute wrapping.
I couldn't get Porter to go to sleep. I told him he needed to go to sleep. He said he was waiting to talk to Santa. I said, "Why?" He said, "I need to talk to him. My stomach hurts. He can fix it." I have no idea where he got that from.

The hustle and bustle comes to a close

You know I am really busy, when I don't have time to blog. I love writing and it's great therapy, so when I skip it--I'm busy.
Today I courageously decided to head to Target to shop for next year's Christmas wrapping paper and any other "great" deals on Christmas stuff. I thought I could handle all three kids and it would be no problem. To start, I sent Porter and Madison to the bath. Madison pooped in the bathtub. It was soupy-poop. Not large, easily-extracted kind. Yuck! I made her clean it up. (And then I re-cleaned it.) So disgusting. I asked her why she did it. I explained that she knew she was not supposed to do it and did it anyway. Then, I said I wanted her to start listening to the feelings she gets when she is doing something wrong. She said, "Okay, Mom. I won't do it anymore." We'll see.
We finally got out with all three kids. I took them through the drive-thru at McDonald's for water and a hash brown. Then we got to Target and made it all the way to the back of the store where the Christmas items are located. No sooner were we there, than Madison exclaimed, "I have to go pee!"
I turned on a dime and headed back to the front of the store. I am still nervous about taking them out. They have been potty-trained for some time now, but I haven't taken them away from the house alot. On the way to the bathroom, Porter announced, "I have to go poop!" At least with them yelling, the crowds cleared a path for me.
I unloaded the two of them and Lane (in his carseat) and trudged to the bathroom. I had Lane in one hand and they each took a different stall. People would come in and I was trying to juggle between the two toilets. I got sympathetic smiles. I just laughed and explained, "Twins. They had to go at the same time."
We finally got our stuff. Nothing much. Just paper, bows, a few ornaments. I still only have leftover ornaments that Vicki gave me two years ago. So I added to that. The only other thing I got was a cute "Countdown to Christmas" house.

For Vegas Residents Only

You can get a FREE night stay at any of the Primm Resorts in Primm. There's no catch. My husband and I are doing it and I've talked to people who have already gone. They're "catch" is to give you a free room so that you'll spend money gambling, dining, and shopping. They are not booking the rooms because the season is so slow and this is a way to attracts patrons to their other stores. Go to http://primmspecials.com and select the "freecation" banner. Details follow. You simple book the room you want and put in the special discount code: TRLV01. Hope someone can use it. We are this weekend--and, of course, I'll report back. It's only good until December 30th.

Surprise! You ARE the Nursery teacher

About a month ago, Brant and I were asked if we would accept callings to the Primary. We both said yes and as we were walking out to the car Brant said, "I hope they give us the worst class." I said, "Hold your tongue!"
Yesterday morning at 5 a.m. Brant got home from his part-time job. He had worked 10 hours--all night. I didn't have the heart to wake him up for church, so I decided to go to church with all three kids by myself. I thought, "Hey, I just have to make it through the first hour with them and then get them off to nursery."
I went to the nursery room to drop my kids off and there was no teacher. I sat and waited with another gentleman who was also waiting for the teacher. Other parents would come in and drop their kids off and leave. The room grew with more and more children. After some time, I volunteered to go ask the Primary President who was supposed to be in the nursery. They were quite pleased to see me, but surprised by my question. I said, "Is there going to be someone in the nursery?"
They said, "You're the nursery teacher."
I said, "I am?!?"
They said, "We were told you were already set apart for it."
I said, "No, we agreed to serve in the Primary, but we didn't know where we would be put."
I just laughed and thought this is too funny...and I'm going to kill Brant 'cause he's home sleeping. In their defense they said they had left two messages on Brant's cell phone. He probably didn't tell me or call them back because he has been so busy.
Needless to say it was quite interesting. Thank goodness there were two other women helping in there. I had to go out to feed Lane and the twins clung to me and whined that they were tired. Unfortunately, I'm not sure what I am supposed to be doing, but I'm sure I will be able to come up with something. And...next week, Brant is not skipping church.

A Night Out With Grandma & Grandpa

The twins went downtown to a few different Christmas sights on a night out with Grandpa and Grandma Smith. They were so excited to go. They are so lucky to have their Grandma and Grandpa close by. They told Santa they wanted toys and candy. Rhonda said they loved the singing, the lights, and the chocolate

Madison the Angelita

Geneva and Rhonda planned a Christmas program to teach the kids about Jesus' birth.
Madison played the angel. Porter, was supposed to be Joseph, but he fell asleep.

So about the great husband...

...he went to get a haircut tonight because of his part-time job. He came back home because it was going to cost him $20 for the haircut and he couldn't stomach paying that much. He asked me to cut it. I am not a haircutter--my two sisters are. And just because they know how to do something doesn't mean I do. Otherwise, I would also be a star athlete, dog trainer, runner, etc.

So...long story short. Actually, that is the story. His hair is no longer long, it is now short. Specifically, too short on one side. Something technical about the difference between a "2" and a "4". Whatever. They're all trimmers. I think a mohawk would look kinda cute on him. Besides, their very trendy. Although it may not be a good idea to look to "skin-headish" in a North Las Vegas bar/restaurant. Like the Red Sovine song, "...it'll grow back."

To the end of the story...I am thankful that my mother-in-law can fix hair messups. It looks pretty good. You can't even tell. I don't think I can get him to let me take a picture of it for my blog. So if I trick him, I'll put it on.

Quiet Time!

Brant is working at his part-time job tonight and the twins just left to go see the Christmas sights with Grandma and Grandpa Smith. So what am I going to do? I think I'll clean up the house. It's a mess. Maybe wrap some last minute gifts. And, if I get enough done I finish baking the cinnamon rolls I need to get delivered.

My husband is so great

He's been working overtime and just took a part-time job on Fridays and Saturday nights. He came home 8 p.m. after working since 5 a.m. yesterday morning. I felt so bad for him. I know how tired he is. Of course, yes, I'm Mom tired but that's just life. I gave him a backrub, then he gave me one. He said, "I've been meaning to do that for you for a long time. I just haven't had time."

The next morning, at 5 a.m. Little Lane woke up. His usual time. Madison woke up a little later. Brant said, "Why don't you go back to sleep in the kids room with Porter?" I crawled into their bed and fell asleep. Only waking briefly when Porter woke up. When I told him Dad was here, he took off. They don't get to see him alot and are always so excited when he is home.

When I woke the second time, there was a plate of food with scrambled eggs with cheese and bacon, toast and jam, and sliced apples. And...a glass of orange juice. It was a little cold, but tasted so good. He is so selfless at times. Makes me love him.

Other than that...busy, busy with Christmas stuff. Just like everyone else is, I am sure. Donations came in at $400. Thank you everyone. It's such a nice gesture and is greatly appreciated it. Brant's going to do the run tomorrow.

Six Days Until Christmas

It is exciting to have children for Christmas. Yesterday, we wrapped presents. The kids were so excited about the presents that they were running all over the house. I think part of it is that they are learning so much so quickly and they are overloaded. While running back and forth through the loft, I said to them, "Why are you guys so excited?" Madison stopped in the middle of a dead run and yelled, "Because I Love you Mom!" Then she made the sign for "I love you" and ran off saying "I love you! I love you!"

Donations

Thanks to everyone for donating. To date, I have $260.

Here's the info again if you still want to donate: Donate $1, $5, $10, or more if you have it. Because it is such short notice, Paypal is the quickest way to send it. My Paypal address is lizlane717@gmail.com. It's easy to send money. If you have a Wells Fargo you can transfer it instantly to my account or you can deposit it to acct# 2016701688.

Catchup

It has been a busy time of year. I am enjoying it so much. I can't say that I did it enjoy that much when I was single. Kids make Christmas so enchanting. Not just because of the worldly traditions, but because of their fascination, joy, and overwhelming ability to seek to learn about the reason for the season. The kids are wide-eyed with anticipation each night when we pick a new Christmas song to sing. Songs that are as old as the hills are so intriguing. They want to know what is going to happen to Frosty the Snowman. And they wonder why Rudolph had a Red Nose. They also love the quiet calm of "Little Drummer Boy." Away in the Manger is also one that they love to listen to. They try to repeat the words, but their two-year old minds can only remember a phrase or two at a time. It's so fun. I have so many things to write about, but not enough time.

Let it Snow!

It snowed in Las Vegas! Can you believe that? It hasn't even snowed in Alaska--at least not in Ketchikan were Vicki lives. It just kept coming down all day long. Although it was pretty wet, some managed to stick. It's gone now, but it was fun to see a little snow.

Donations

Thanks to everyone for donating. I know it has been a huge sacrifice for some people. I didn't expect something from everyone and I know each person's situation is unique. To date, I have $210. I did have people pledge to donate money, but I haven't received it. If I do, great. If not, we will deliver what we have. Due to Brant's work schedule, we are planning on taking it on Saturday. Here's the info again if you still want to donate:

Donate $1, $5, $10, or more if you have it. Because it is such short notice, Paypal is the quickest way to send it. My Paypal address is lizlane717@gmail.com. It's easy to send money. If you have a Wells Fargo you can transfer it instantly to my account or you can deposit it to acct# 2016701688.

The Full Moon Theory

I remember I was in my twenties when my Mom was telling me that I was born on a Full Moon. She also told me that some people thought more babies were born on Full Moons. It was just a belief, but I was fascinated by the notion. I did some research to find out if more babies were born on Full Moons. What I found was interesting. Someone actually did a study on this and they discovered that it was not true. However, because of this superstition people would talk about and perpetrate this as a truth. With the focus on births during a Full Moon, people tended to believe this was true.
This reminds me of Christmas and the whole notion of a Christmas Spirit. As I have been contemplating this, I have come to the conclusion that the Christmas Spirit isn't really unique to the Christmas season. It is only highlighted and sought after during this time. The people I know who are giving all year really don't change much during this season. It just seems like it, because their is so much attention focused on it. It causes me to reflect on myself and wonder if I buy into the hype and try to get on a bandwagon or if I carry the Spirit with me all year. I hope it is the latter.

Donations are still welcome

Thanks again to everyone who has donated. Someone pointed out that it is hard to find out where to donate when you're reading the blog on a daily basis. So I will include the info everytime I post until December 15th.
Donate $1, $5, $10, or more if you have it. Because it is such short notice, Paypal is the quickest way to send it. My Paypal address is lizlane717@gmail.com. It's easy to send money. If you have a Wells Fargo you can transfer it instantly to my account or you can deposit it to acct# 2016701688.
We are currently at: $210 collected; $55 pledged. Keep it coming!

Little Lane

Lane is so funny! He is just such a happy baby. He is a bit of slow poke of a few things. He can still only sit up. He rolled over from his back to stomach for the first time yesterday. He still can't figure out he crawling thing, but he wants to stand up! He has started this head shaking thing he does. He just starts bobbing his head. I finally got it on video yesterday. It's something only a mother would be so impressed with. He's a little chunk, too. He is wearing pajamas that the twins were wearing a year ago--they're 22 months older than him. If he keeps this growth rate up, it will look like I have triplets instead of twins.

Donation update

Okay, so I have $85 in actual received funds and $55 in funds that people have indicated they would like to send. So, if you still want to do this--send it in! I am going to deliver it around the 15th so we've got four days left. Thanks again to everyone for their generousity.

My first gift basket of the season

This sounds so silly, but I have to share it. I have been wanting to send baked goods to work with Brant for so long. But, every time I ask him he tells me he is not gay and he is not bringing cookies, bread, or any other goodies to work. He is a manly-man type and also a mechanic working with other "manly men." I keep telling him these guys will love it and he can blame it on me. It doesn't have to be from him, it can be from his wife. And, I reason, if he has a wife, then he is definitely not gay. (Okay Vicki, don't argue with me on this. I know you have examples of why this is not necessarily true--so just work with me.)
I also wanted to send our cute little family Christmas cards to work with him. I was met with the same response, "I'm not gay." However, a couple of days ago he called me and said, "I changed my mind. I need 5 cards." I thought, I hope this doesn't mean he's gay. But, I didn't say anything. So I got five ready. Yesterday he called me and asked if I would make some banana bread. I said "sure, why?" He said he wanted to take it to work. I was so excited, I didn't even make a big deal about it. I decided to make banana nut muffins with cream cheese frosting. They tasted so good. I got rave reviews from everyone in the house. So I'll post the recipe at http://www.mommydazerecipes.com/

Peanut Brittle

A holiday favorite that is so easy to make. Nothing like microwave baking. Check it out at:

www.mommydazerecipes.blogspot.com

Poop, there it is!

Porter has discovered a new way to get out of going to sleep at night. He has done this for the past week--no matter what time he goes to bed. He will come and tell me he has to poop. So, of course, I let him go to the bathroom. Last night, he sat on the toilet for at least 20 minutes pooping intermittently. I think it was so he could continue talking to me and keeping up his comedic antics. Every time he would poop just a little, he would say, "Poop, there it is!" Then he would ramble, and ramble about whatever things were going through his mind. Other than the fact that I am very tired and want to go to bed, it is quite entertaining to listen to him.

Quote for the Day

"Successful and unsuccessful people do not vary greatly in their abilities. They vary in their desires to reach their potential." - John Maxwell

Donations for Christmas Gift

I had an old friend (who hardly looks old) from my hometown contact me yesterday to donate. She said she is already doing a lot of other Christmas projects, but still wanted to help out. Thank you! She was always a very nice person and still is. I know people have a lot going on. I have been fortunate to be surrounded by good people in my life and it is likely that those good people are already doing something this year. So thanks for going the extra mile. With her pledge of $50 we have a total of $135 with 6 days to go. It's going to be a wonderful gift. Thanks as always to those givers out there. And, if you thinking about doing it, remember even a small donation would mean something. I've had several people give $5 dollars and when you add up all of the five dollar donations they have make a nice contribution. Merry Christmas, hope you are enjoying the holidays.

Holiday Recipe Exchange

Have a great family recipe you make for the holidays? I would love to share it. Please email your recipes to: lizlane717@gmail.com

I am starting with this recipe:

Angel Kisses
http://mommydazerecipes.blogspot.com/2008/12/angel-kisses.html

Thank You For Your Donations

To date--I've received $85. Thanks so much. I know times are tough and everyone has a lot of their own service projects they are involved with. I just want everyone to know that I do appreciate those who have so willingly donated. It will be to a beneficial cause and used well. Merry Christmas to everyone.

Play Dough Cookies

We made Play Dough cookies on Saturday. The twins had a lot of fun making them. The colors looked cool, but the cookies weren't too tasty. I'd use a different recipe next time. It's fun for kids.

By the way, if you blow this picture up you can see Madison's cut and bruised eye from her encounter with the stocking holder. She is careful to warn all who come near how dangerous it is. She even took Grandpa into her room to warn him. (Even though he stands taller than the dresser and is unlikely to be below the holder.)

You can see the recipe for Playdough Cookies and better pics at mommydazerecipes.blogspot.com

Ward Dinner

These pictures are from the Ward Christmas Dinner. Brant and I stayed home and Grandma and Grandpa took the twins. Brant worked so much all week he just wanted to rest. We kept Lane. Grandpa said Porter was singing with him on the way home and had perfect pitch. He doesn't get that from me.

They were so excited when they came home. It's amazing how much they can grasp about the Christmas story already. Apparently there was a live Baby Jesus and real angels. They were so excited to tell us about it. I asked Porter to sing for me and he sang, "Ooh, La...La, La."

Random Pics from Thanksgiving

These are some of the pictures from a few weeks ago. I did a horrible job of taking pictures while we were in Utah for Thanksgiving.
So I only have a few.

The top is of me and Jaymi. We were all sitting around in Mom's room talking. Kimberly was having mild, occasional contractions. We were hoping she would go into labor before we left, but that didn't happen. The middle is Lane in bed. He would wake up so happy. He slept really well even though he didn't have his usual bed. I was so glad.

And the bottom is Bobbi's third daughter, Brianna, and Jaymi's only child, Krew. The twins had so much fun with their cousins. I wish we could see everyone more often.

Thank You For Today's Donations

I received a $5 donation for the Christmas donation today. Thank you. Every little bit will count. I sincerely appreciate all those who are trying to help. I know most people are struggling or trying to get by or are already donating to projects.

Thank you for today's donations

Today, we received $55 dollars and a pledge for another $5 for the donations and one anonymous angry email. I was really excited that people are participating and cannot wait to anonymously deliver the cash. I know it will mean so much to her family and will help her out. She is a good woman and will be on her way up.
Please forward the link to anyone you know may want to have an opportunity to give this Christmas. Or, post the link on your blog. The more people that know, the more money we can give her. Thanks a ton everyone. I know she will be very grateful. Here's the link:
http://lizlanehibbard.blogspot.com/2008/12/do-you-have-christmas-spirit.html

Madison "Rocky" is back

I never fully appreciated the design of our skull as it pertains to protecting our eyes. Madison gave me a very good lesson in Biology today. She pulled at one of the stockings. As she did so, the stocking holder came tumbling down on her. It was a very heavy piece and banged her up in three places around her eye. She has a red mark and bruise on her brow; outer eye; and a cut underneath her eye. We're very lucky her bone part of her skull protected her eye.

Would You Like to Give This Christmas?

Dear Friends and Family,

It has always been my hope that I would raise children who would feel compelled to give and think of others. Especially when times are tough. Brant and I have talked about this at length many times. As early as October of this year, we were brainstorming trying to think of something we could do to help someone during the holiday season. Our finances are tight and we don't have a lot ourselves. However, we both have a sincere desire to help someone in need. We both agreed to pray for an opportunity to come along.

I have recently spoken to a wonderful new friend of mine who is a single mother of four children. Recently divorced, she is struggling to make ends meet this year. She isn't worried about getting much for her children this year, she's worried about being able to pay her bills. She was near tears as she expressed to me the heartbreak she is feeling watching her children have to do with so little. Her youngest son was so sweet as he jumped into her lap. But, I noticed he was wearing no socks and his pants were a little short.

I am so glad I was able to speak with her, as I feel like this is an opportunity for me to help her and her family. I have an idea, but in order to make it work, I will need help from you. There are alot of people that read my blog. I know you may have wanted to do something to help somebody around Christmas time that may be in need. This is your chance. Talk to your family and explain how much this would be helping someone else. Your children can help too and learn how important it is to give. They can even donate a dollar.

I would like to collect donations from anyone who reads this blog. I guarantee one hundred percent of the money will go to this family. I am going to email, blog, and recruit as much as I can until December 15th. That's about 10 days from now. If I can get $50 per day, we can anonymously give her $500. That's alot of money, but not alot to pay bills and buy things for a family of five. So, here's what I need from you. Donate $1, $5, $10, or more if you have it. Because it is such short notice, Paypal is the quickest way to send it. My Paypal address is lizlane717@gmail.com. It's easy to send money. If you have a Wells Fargo you can transfer it instantly to my account. If you want to do this, please email me and I will give you the account information.

I also need help getting the word out. If your friends or family would like to help someone in need, please copy this post and send it to as many people as you can. I'll keep my blog updated to let you know how the collections are going. Remember, even $1 will help. I would love to help this family and make their holidays a little brighter.

Thanks,

Liz Hibbard

Madi has Daddy...

...wrapped around her little finger. I warned him about this BEFORE she was even born. He didn't listen to me. He thought he was going to be able to resist the mesmerizing spell a little girl can have on her Daddy. Today, he smiled so deep and so genuine I know she's got him for the rest of his life.

He was getting ready to leave for work and I was saying goodbye to him. Madi came at a full run yelling, "Daddy wait! I have to tell you something."
As she approached him, he squatted down to her level and put his hand on her back. "What honey," he said.
She said, "Come here!" She meant come closer.
He leaned in. She leaned toward his ear and held her hand up like she had a secret. Then she planted a kiss on his cheek and said, "That's what I had to tell you."
Then she ran off just as quickly as she had shown up. He melted like chocolate M&M's on the asphalt at noon.

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No TV...how will we ever survive?

A couple of weeks ago we started caving under the high cost of living and decided to cut back on our expensesthat we don't need. We had the cable turned off. We were both dreading how we were going to be able to get by. I am a political/news junkie and can't go through the day without hearing from my good friends, Sean, Bill, Glenn, Greta, and Nancy. Brant watches (or used to record and watch) Sons of Anarchy. I know lots of people do not have 100 TV channels and the good news is they don't die. Now we have nothing--we haven't even one out to buy an antenna so that we can get the basic stations.

Here's what's I don't know anymore:
I have no idea how the recession is going. Is it up, down, or turning around.
I don't know what the President or President Elect are promising that probably won't happen.
I haven't heard about the latest gruesome murder, kidnapping, or traffic accident.
Worst of all, I don't know who lost the most weight on the Biggest Loser.

Here's what I have done more of:
Play with my kids.
Clean the house.
Read Books. (An ancient method of communication our ancestors used to pass on stories, self-help, non-fiction.)
Set goals.
Think, ponder, evaluate, and improve myself.
Looking up recipes.
Found something to do in bed with my husband, besides watch TV. (Backrubs and talking...you dirty minded people.)
Oh, and a little more blogging. Hence the rapid-fire, lengthy blogs the past two weeks.

I know people say this can happen, but I actually do feel happier. The world has now become my world, not the world the media is filtering into my home. It's a pleasant feeling.

O Christmas Tree

We are getting the tree put up in the twins room today. I cannot believe how much more fun the holidays are with children. They are so much fun to watch. They still aren't quite sure what this holiday is all about, but they know that something exciting is about to happen. It is so much fun to help them learn about the different traditions and their meanings. It's also very interesting how much interest young children seem to have in Jesus. I don't think it matters what denomination you are, children are attracted to his light. I am thankful for this special holiday that gives us an opportunity to teach our children about Christ's life and what he did for us.

Pregnancy...not mine, thankfully

Kim has been in labor (experiencing contractions) for the past week now. I am anxiously awaiting to hear she has had her baby, but nothing! I guess she is having contractions on a regular basis, but can't hit all of the numbers you need to get going. You know, dilation, effacing, consistent contractions. What a major event to get "birthed" into the world. I am so glad I had schedule c-sections. It was so easy...minus all of the suspense. I hope to post the baby news soon and will be thoughtfully thinking of Kimberly and little Kaylor that will be here soon.

Simple Revelations

I have had a few miraculous "aha's" lately that have made me so happy. First of all, while in Utah, I saw the inside waistband of a pair of Emyly's pants on the laundry room floor. I saw this cool little elastic attached to a button. The purpose of it was to expand or tighten the waistband as your child grows. I was looking at it and thought that is was so cool! Boy was I amazed. I thought they were special pants and wished that my kids pants had those. I just bought my kids belts to help them through the growing period. Then, I noticed my kids pants had it too! All of this time, and I wasn't even using this little feature. Talk about something being right under your nose. I've never been too keen on the obvious or common sense. It makes me wonder what else I may not be noticing. I am looking everywhere for that next obvious invention. It seems small, but it just goes to show you there are little miracles everywhere. BTW, I love my kids jeans now. They having worn jeans every day since my discovery.
The other thing is my Ipod. Well, it's not really my Ipod I am just taking over Brant's because he doesn't use it anymore. I have been wanting to copy audio books onto it so that I can listen to books on tape since I don' t have as much time to sit down and read as I would like to. I kept waiting to get to Utah so that I could have one of the computer geeks in the family help me. I asked my brother Jake, but he never got around to it while I was there. Here's how our conversation went:

ME: Jake, can you show me how to put audio files onto my Ipod?
JAKE: What do you mean show you? (Asked incredulously)
ME: I don't know how.
JAKE: How can you not know how? (Asked emphatically)
ME: Uhhh....I'm 38 and technologically challenged.
JAKE: Oh my gosh! Are you serious. You don't know how.
ME: Yes, I'm serious. (Like I would make it up or something.)
JAKE: Do you have the Ipod?
ME: Yes.
JAKE: Do you have the cord?
ME: Yes. (Excited that we might get this fixed.)
JAKE: Do you have Itunes?
ME: Yes. (I hope I am giving him all of the right answers.)
JAKE: Then what's the problem?
ME: I don't know.
JAKE: It's not hard.
ME: Yeah...I can't do it.

Jake laughs, rolls his eyes, and thinks I must not be serious or cannot be this stupid.

Anyway, he never did get around to it. A little bruised by his comments, I thought I would try again to figure it out. And, I finally did. So yes, I'm a little proud of myself. I did categorize the book as music and can't figure out how to put it under audio, but it works. I can listen to it.

Thanksgiving Holiday

I wanted to write a lot more about our trip to Utah. It was so fun to see everyone. We haven't been able to go back to Utah for over a year now. There are ten children in my family and everyone except Vicki was able to make it back. What a fun time we had. The cousins played and played together and there was not one fight among them. (Except for the time that Madison and Porter cornered Krew and tried to twin fight him. Poor guy.) BTW, a twin fight is when you bring your twin with you--Krew didn't bring his twin so he lost.
My mom has a cute little porcelain toilet in her mud room that is actually a watering bowl for her poodle. Porter thought she had toilets for little people and helped himself to using it. He just couldn't figure out why it wouldn't flush.
We had a huge dinner. There was a total of 34 people and two pregnant women. Jaymi was smart enough to give out assignments to everyone so that Mom did not have to make everything this year. We had pies coming out of our ears. Travis is the unofficial activity chairman for the family. He kept everyone busy. There was basketball, paintball, picture taking, dirt bike riding, Halo playing, WOW marathons, and lots of women sitting around visiting.
The twins played with Krew the most. At one time Jaymi, Mom and I were in the dining room. I could hear the twins and Krew playing through the baby monitor. I assumed they were upstairs outside of the room Lane was sleeping in. (Where the monitor base was located.) Unbeknownst to us, the threesome had slipped out the front door. The reason we could hear them was because they were playing below Lane's bedroom window. All of a sudden we hear Madison screaming bloody murder. I ran up one set of stairs and Jaymi went towards the other. She discovered they were out front. We both got there as soon as possible.
They had meandered over to the electric fence where the horses were kept. Apparently Madison had made contact. As soon as I got outside Porter started crying. I said, "Why are you crying? Are you hurt?" He said, "No, Madi scared me." Later we were talking about it and I said, "Madison you don't touch the electric fence with your hand do you?" She said, "I didn't." I said, "Where did you get hurt?" She said, "I put my mouth on it." Someday down the road I can hear myself saying, "You know, she's struggles with school. It must have been from the time she put her mouth on the electric fence." She's never going to live this down.
The weather was very cold compared to what we are used to in Vegas. Today, the kids were out in the backyard barefoot and in t-shirts. In Utah, they were dressed from head to toe in warm clothes. Anyway, it was certainly a fun time. I love being with family.

Christmas Card

We finally got our Christmas card done. I am so excited--that it's done. Not necessarily about the actual photo. I don't think it's the best picture of me, but oh well. At least everyone else looked decent. It was very hard to find a picture that most of us were looking at the camera. It's always such a chore. Even before we had kids, I had to pull teeth to get Brant to take a picture. But it is done and recorded as our yearly family photo. Yeah! We took this picture in Mt. Pleasant using Dona's barn as a background. I wish we could have done more photos. I love taking pictures, but it was too hard to get everyone to cooperate.

Descendants of Jay and Minalyn Lane

Here's everyone for the family photo: Back Row (l to r) Brant Hibbard, Liz Hibbard, Travis Lane, Haley Lane, Arianna Lane, Brian Lane, Jakeb Lane, Donalyn Shock, Corey Shock, Brooke Shock, Colton, Jay Shock, Jaymi King, Krew King. Middle Row (l to r): Lynsey Shock, Ashley Shock, Taylor Lane, Tanya Lane, Minalyn Lane, Jay Lane, Brianna Frampton, Bobbiann Frampton, Emyly Frampton, Jeremy Frampton, Jake Hart, and Kimberly Hart. Front Row (l to r) Madison Hibbard, Porter Hibbard, Scott Shock, Taylor Lane, Alaina Lane, and Averi Frampton. Those who were not in the picture include: Lane Hibbard (he was sleeping) and Kris King. And Vicki's family: Ron, Vicki, Travis, Jayley, Brent, Jake, Jaden and Sam Taylor.

We Made It To Mt. Pleasant, Utah

After months of telling the kids we were going to Grandma Mimi's house for Thanksgiving, we finally made it here. They were so excited. And, they were much better in the car this time. Last time we traveled for Thanksgiving with the twins they were only 4 months old (a couple months younger than Lane is now). Brant didn't go and they screamed the entire way. I was a nervous wreck. Anyway, all three kids were good in the car for the six hours we spent driving.

Brant is having so much fun too. I'm so glad he gets along with my brothers and the brother-in-laws so well. Last night almost everyone went and played basketball. Kim, who is 39 weeks pregnant, went and played too. She didn't last for a long time, but at least she did it. Wow! I can't play and I'm not even pregnant.

The kids could not get enough of being outside. It was freezing cold when we got here, but they still wanted to run all over the place. Plus, it was raining. They were fascinated with the horses. I kept thinking they would come in, but they refused. Finally, I went out and dressed them much warmer. Thank goodness Aunt Geneva sent us with some warm clothing. You can see how red Porter's hands were. They have also had so much fun with all of their cousins around. Travis' kids are here and Jaymi's son Krew is here. They have had the most fun with Krew. He is such a sweet kid. He is a year younger than the twins. And, they are all sharing and getting along great. Last night the three of them shared an apple. They would just pass it around and take turns biting out of it.

I really don't want Kim to have her baby yet. She has helped so much with Lane, I've hardly had to take care of him. She even bathed him and got him ready for bed last night. What a break for me!

Taylor and Tanya, Jake and Amber, and Bobbi and Jeremy (with their kids) are all coming today. It will be a house full, but lots of fun. The only family not here (out of ten children) is Vicki's. Alaska is a little too far away.

Miscellaneous Pictures

These are some miscellaneous pictures from the past week. The two boys, Lane and Porter, on their way to the eye doctor. Lane, alone, sitting in Madison's favorite purple Dora chair. All three, with eyes glued to Barney first thing in the morning.

Kim's Baby

Kim just called me. She is 38 weeks and still no obvious signs of going into labor. I hope she has the baby while we are there next week. It would be so fun to be there when she has her baby. By there, I mean in Utah, I don't care much for the hoopla in the delivery room.

Working Hard for the Money

I haven't seen Brant much this week. He's trying to get all of the overtime in that he can. Maybe so I'll buy him an Xbox. He worked a shift Thursday morning (yesterday); then went to welding class; came home to shower and went back to work another shift for another department. He got home at midnight and then left for work again at 4 a.m. this morning. He's going to be tired tonight!

Porter's Picture of Health

Thursday night I gave the kids ice cream. I handed them each a small cup of it. The sugar bug (Madison) was all over it. Porter said in an interrupted voice, "Mom, I'm eating Broccoli!" I said, "Well, you can have ice cream too!" He said, "Oh!" And, decided to dip his broccoli in the ice cream. He finished the broccoli, but not the ice cream. If only I could find a way to reproduce his good eating habits. I could bottle it and sell it.

The Eyes Have It

I finished with all of the eye appointments today. Lane and Porter went in this morning. We were checking to make sure they didn't have a lazy eye. Brant had one when he was younger and my MIL thought she the kids might have it. So, better safe than sorry. Madison went in on Monday. She screamed her head off when they dilated her eyes. Porter wasn't very happy about it, but he did okay. Unfortunately, he had to have it done twice because they said for some reason brown eyes don't dilate with the drops as easily as blue eyes. Porter got a lollipop when he was finished. Madison did not. The doctor also made sure to let me know that she was relocating next year and gave me her card. (After Porter's appointment, not Madison's.) They came back with perfect results...all of them have no problems for now. I'm more worried about them inheriting my nearsightedness. Lane was stealing all of the Assistants hearts...he has such a bright smile. He would grin and giggle at them. They loved him.
I told Porter that we could get french fries afterwards. He was quite pleased with that. We went through the McDonald's drive-thru. I ordered him a water as well. He was so happy about his water he didn't want the french fries. I kept asking him if he wanted them and he said, "No, I have water." He finally did take the fries.

Quips

Porter--When he pees on the toilet he says, "I'm empty, Mom!"

Madison--She held earrings in her hands and said, "You have holes, Mom. I don't."

To buy or not to buy...that is the question

My husband wants an Xbox 360 for Christmas. Here's my dilemma...we don't have cash to pay for it. We would have to put it on credit. He doesn't ask for much and this is all he wants. He always buys me tons of stuff for birthdays and Christmas. His love language is gift giving. I could care less for gifts or giving them. I'm a bit of a tightwad, Scrooge, whatever you want to call it. Mostly because I actually get very excited at the thought of paying off bills. I don't know why. There is just an immense thrill for me in not having a debt. I realize I have a problem. I'm not saying it's good. I actually wanted to get movies and books out of the garage and wrap them up for Christmas. (An original idea from Bobbi, I might add.) They're brand new to the kids. And, they're only two. What do they know. We have to take advantage of their guilibility while we can.
Anyway, I can't decide. I know he would like it, but it makes me cringe at the thought of getting into debt over Christmas. By the way, I don't have to worry about him reading this. He never reads our family blog.

Little Lines of Laughter

I was singing Kids songs to the twins today. I started in on "I've been working on the railroad...." Madison interrupted me and said, "No you haven't, Mom."

Mom and Dona's Visit

This is everyone. Mom and Madi in the upper left. Donalyn with Madison, Lynsey, and Scott on the left. Me--under Porter and Lane. And, Mom on the right.

Twin Apples

I caught the twins eating apples. I came downstairs and they had gone out to the refrigerator in the garage to get apples. They were perched on top of a chair chatting away and didn't even see me coming.

Why is everyone sleeping?

We went to the eye doctor yesterday for Madison. I am getting all of the kids checked for a lazy eye. Brant has a lazy eye and everyone tells me if you catch it early you can help prevent problems. It was such a ridiculously long appointment. We were there for four hours and probably spent a maximum of 30 minutes with the doctor. There were 3 rounds of quick exams in 3 different rooms. In between each we had to wait out in the waiting room with a hundred other people. I was so exhausted from doing nothing with Madison. I have to take the boys on Friday, so I will be a little better prepared. Madison screamed bloody murder when they had to put the drops in her eyes to dilate them. Then for the final exam, she wouldn't let the doctor touch her. We ended up with me forcing her head to be held in place while they pried her eyes open. She's my kid that is convinced it's going to hurt if I cut her toe nails. I have to do it when she's sleeping. I was surprised when we got home and she told Dad "It didn't hurt."
Porter of course woke up at 3 a.m. this morning. I was already up with Lane at 2 a.m. He's teething and congested so he was having a hard time sleeping. I've had no sleep all night. I continue to chant, "It won't last forever. They'll grow up before you know it. Who needs sleep anyway. Sleep deprivation is fun." Then I say, "Screw positive affirmations, I need some Coke and chocolate." It's going to be a great day.
My Mom and Dona left on Saturday. It was so fun to have them. I wish we could stop time and visit everyone forever. We are so looking forward to our trip home for Thanksgiving. I have a lot pictures that I haven't posted so I am putting them up in a montage or just adding a bunch with their captions. I remind myself that this is for the book I want at the end of the year with all of our memories so I won't forget this time in our lives.

Little Lane

Lane is getting so big! He's already 15 pounds and not yet 6 months. The twins are still around 28 pounds and they're 20 months old. Lane has outgrown his cousin Cambry who is a month older than him.

Navajo Taco Recipe

Growing up in Page, Arizona, we lived next to a Navajo Indian Reservation. We had the opportunity to learn a lot about their culture. In a small community, the ties were tight. When someone needed help, religion, race, and who your friends were didn't matter. Everyone pitched in. Whether it was a death, an illness, or someone just needing something. A favorite fundraiser was Navajo Taco Dinners. Everyone in town supported those. Part of it was the giving nature of the community, but the bigger part was that there was nothing like authentic, homemade, fresh Navajo Tacos.

The interesting thing about making Navjao Tacos is that a "recipe" does not exist among the Navajos. Traditionally, cooking is about knowing what to put into a meal without having to measure anything. You're not really considered a good cook if you have to measure. I wanted to learn how to make them and could not get any Navajo I know to give me a recipe. I finally asked Annie Slowtalker if she would help me. Annie worked for my family at our Taco Bell for 15 years. One day, in the Taco Bell kitchen, I had her show me how to make the dough. I kept telling her I had to make it myself to make sure I got it right. I had to make it four times that day. It's kind of hard when you don't measure. They literally would say, just a little bit of this and a little bit of that...oh and add some water until it "looks right."

So I made my own measuring recipe...for those of us who can't make something without one. If you have a mixer, it works great. You can't let the dough get too dry or it doesn't taste as good. The dough should be a little wet. You can use flour on your hands to keep it from sticking. If you mix my hand, you have to go slow and add the water slowly. It can clump really fast. Navajo girls can flatten and flip the dough like nothing I've ever seen. I can't do that. I have to flatten and stretch and flatten.

It is also a Navajo tradition to make fry bread for your in-laws when you get engaged. I guess they want to make sure you're worth your salt and won't starve their son. I actually did that for my in-laws the first time they came to visit my family. It was kind of fun. We explained the Navajo tradition...and my fry bread passed.

By the way, for those of you who don't know how to eat frybread, you can eat it plain, with powdered sugar, honey. Or, you can make a meal out it by using beans, chili or whateve meat you like. Then you put your choice of lettuce, cheese, tomatoes, onions, olives, ranch dressing, or salsa on top of it.

By popular request here it is...

Navajo Tacos

2 C flour
1 T baking powder
1 tsp. salt
1 T vegetable oil
¾ C warm water
oil for frying

Makes 12 Circles of Bread
Mix dry ingredients together, then stir in oil and water and mix until smooth (a food processor will do this in a minute). Knead lightly for a minute until dough is elastic but don't work it too hard or it won't roll out.
Pinch off 12 balls of dough and flatten each with your hand into 3-4 inch circles. Roll again to make the circles as thin as possible, 7-8 inches in diameter. The thinner the dough circles are, the better they puff in the oil.
Dust the tops of the circles lightly with flour while oil heats in a wok or deep skillet to 375° F. Slip rounds one at a time into the hot oil and brown about 1 minute on each side, turning them with tongs or a slotted spatula. Drain on paper towels.

We just happened to run into Tito Ortiz

Last night Brant came home from work and asked if I wanted to go out with him. Heck ya! Getting out of the house without kids. Of course, I felt a little like Cinderella. I had to get the kids fed, ready for bed, and tell Geneva (who graciously babysat for us) all the little things to do. I was so busy getting ready to go, I didn't have time to get myself ready. It was getting later and later so I thought, "Who cares what I look like. It's the time together that's important." So I kept my t-shirt and black stretch pants on and threw on a red, zip up sweatshirt. I said, who needs makeup anyway? And pulled my hair on top of my head in a quick up-do. I looked housewife frumpy.
Brant asked where I wanted to go and I thought Buffalo Wild Wings would be good. It wasn't too far away and I like their wings. While we're sitting down, we noticed a little commotion in a corner. Then an announcer comes over the intercom. He announces that the "Bad Boy of Huntington Beach (Tito's moniker)" is in the house. Brant, a major UFC fan, and me a second-hand fan (cause Brant watches it so much) recognize that at Tito Ortiz. We're thinking, no...but sure, enough...in fact directly in my line of vision...there he is! I have to add that I do like watching him fight, but I'm a bigger fan because of his entrepeneur endeavors, his charity work, and his performance on The Apprentice.
People were lining up for autographs and pictures. I asked Brant if he wanted to get a picture. He was so calm. He said, "Celebrities don't do it for me. There's just no Wow in for me!" Okay, Mr. Cool. I am not too much into celebrities either. I wasn't that excited to meet Steve Young some 20 years ago. But now, I think it's cool that me and my family got a picture with him. I kept debating whether or not to go over and finally thought, "What the heck. I'll regret it if we don't."
So after eating we stood in line with the other fans. Yeah, me with my frumpy looking housewife attire. We had to show I.D.'s because they also gave you a signed can of beer. My diapers practically fell out of my purse when I was digging for my I.D. By the way, you'll be happy to know we didn't drink any beer. When I got my turn I told him that my husband liked his fighting and I was rooting for him on The Apprentice. He was very humble and said thanks. He said that it got shady towards the end and he couldn't play that way. I agree. He had a lot of integrity on the show. Brant snapped a picture on his cell phone.
Unfortunately, when we got home the cell phone pic would not open up. We can see it in the tiny little pre-picture, but it won't get big. Oh well. I did get an autograph from him. It's my only proof. So will I make sure to get dressed up next time I go out? Probably not. Frumpy seems to suit me fine. And my real life man is my favorite celebrity.

Silent Night, Yeah, Right!

He is so sweet. Such a great baby too! He is always happy and smiling and giggling. Mom bought this onesie for him at Walmart. It is so true! He has started sleeping 3 hours at a time at night. So that's been nice for me. I don't mind. I know he'll grow up so fast. And, getting a good night's sleep means that I don't have a baby anymore.

Just Stuff

I just feel like journaling today. I don't have any one thing to post or blog about. Just a lot of little stuff.
Mom and Dona are still here. It's so nice to have family to visit with. It's like a warm feeling to know your famliy is around. Kind of like snuggling up in a warm blanket on a cold winter night. Then, drinking a mug of hot chocolate. There is something so important and precious as home and family. We probably take it too much for granted.
Madison and Porter have had so much fun with their cousins even though they are alot older. Scott is really patient and good with them. It makes you feel so happy as a Mom when other kids are good to your kids. It hurts when it is the opposite and children are mean to them. It makes me so sad.
My tooth is killing me! Fortunately for me, my Visiting Teaching partner's husband is in dental school at UNLV. I am going to try to get in with him. Our insurance doesn't kick in until January. I know if I wait, I'll have a bigger problem on my hands...er, uh in my mouth. We had our visiting teaching get-to-gether in the park yesterday. It was fun getting out--without kids--and visiting with the women.
I am so sad we are going to have to move in a couple of months. Just when I am starting to get to know everyone. This will be the third place we have lived in since moving back to Las Vegas. We have lived in NINE places since the twins were born. This will be their 10th home. I wish we could just settle. We finally were ready to stay in a place and then the circumstances changed that we couldn't help. The home we are renting is going into foreclosure.
I am thankful for our home, our health, and Brant. Brant has been the pillar of our family. He is working so hard to provide for us. I can't believe he works as much as he does; gets overtime; takes welding classes; does crane testing; and is getting as much driving practice in as he can so that he can get his Class A CDL. (He already has a Class B and has the Class A permit.) On top of all of that, he came yesterday and took all THREE kids and insisted that I take a nap. He also brought me flowers. I know he's so tired and yet he still tries to help me out. I am thankful for him.

The small things are the big things

I have not had time to blog I have been so busy the last couple of days. I am actually happy-tired and that is the best feeling in the world. I think when you're tired 'cause you're so busy and having fun it's awesome.
My Mom, my sister Dona, and three of her children: Ashley, Lynsey, and Scott have been here for a national dog competition. They are going to end up being here for about a week. It is so fun, because we don't do anything of great importance. Actually, we sit around and talk and visit which is really fun. And, everything else is just everyday stuff.
We have been doing things that we used to do as kids. Like eat tuna on club crackers. My Mom HAS to have Best Foods. Which is of course, is what I buy too. We have also been drinking Coca-Cola alot. I thought I was over that and had kicked the habit. It shows you what happens when your drinking buddies show up. I couldn't say no. We made dinner together. I have a Kung Pao Chicken recipe that I love. That was fun too. Although Dona's youngest, Scott, is 3 years older than my twins, they have still had alot of fun playing together. We worked on cleaning and organizing my garage. I de-junked alot of stuff they are going to take. Cleansing feels so good. I also got to run to the store with Mom and Dona while Ashley and Linsey watched my kids. It is such a sweet feeling to up and leave with no kids.
When they get back from competition today, we are going to make Navajo Tacos. That's an old-time favorite too. We grew up right next to the Navajo Reservation. I was lucky enough to have Annie, a dear friend to our family, teach me how to make authentic fry bread. It's so good.
I cherish these memories we are making so much. It has been fun just to have them here in my day-to-day life. So we haven't done anything special. I guess that's why the saying is, "It's the small things in life that matter. Because sometimes the small things are the BIG things."

Mommy Days

The kids for the most part are potty-trained. They only wear diapers for nap time and when they go to bed at night. Which is why I was so baffled that Madison would decide to take her skirt, underwear, and shirt off--and then go and pee on my bed. She is like one of Mom's poodles that pees on your stuff when she gets mad at you. Yesterday, she did a lot of things that did not make me happy. But she also made me laugh several times. I don't know where she picks up half the stuff she does, but it was very cute.
She was sitting in my black office chair with a small, red, paperback Book of Mormon. I said, "Madison what are you doing?" She said, "I'm reading my scriptures, Mom." (Like Duh, what does it look like.) I was thinking, maybe she could do that for the rest of the day. But I guess she only reads a couple of minutes a day.
Because we live with their cousins Aundra and Jantzen, there are often squabbles between the four of them. I usually approach it non-chalant and try to find out what happened before hugging or sending anyone to timeout. So I hear Porter crying and all four of them are in the loft. As I'm coming over, I see Madison standing next to Porter putting her arm around his shoulder and then rubbing her hand up and down his back. She is quietly leaning into him and saying, "What happened? Are you okay? What happened?" When he is still crying and not answering her she says, "It's going to be okay." I was laughing because she was doing exactly what I do. I showed up and said, "Okay, Little Mama, I've got it from here." She said, "I not a Little Mama." Then she bounced away.
I had to wash their sheets because their diapers leaked. When I was back upstairs with the bedding, Porter was pulling the mattress off of the bed. Madison, "Porter don't do that." Then exasperated, she said, "You are making me so sad."
I'm not sure if yesterday was so rough because I was up with the kids all night and as a result was tired, impatient and cranky. So maybe the incidents seemed worse than they were. Porter gave me a very hard time at nap time. He woke up Madison twice. Then she woke up Lane and by then Porter was fast asleep. This whole scenario took about an hour and a half. I was hoping to get a nap with them. But, no luck.
I am so thankful for my husband who came home from a full day of work and said, "Don't worry, I'll take it from here. You go get some rest." I went to bed at 6:30 p.m.

Quote

"Yesterday's failures are today's seeds that must be diligently planted to be able to abundantly harvest tomorrow's success." --Unknown Author

Isn't great to know that our failures are the very thing that will help us to be successful? You can learn more about a person by learning what they have failed at in life, than knowing what they have succeeded at. I think we get so caught up in trying to have it all or live up to our own expectations we don't give due respect to the refiner's fire that builds our character.

A Day At the Park...

...and a half day to get there. My mother-in-law and I decided to start taking the kids to the park once a week. The catch--we were going to walk to the park. It happens to be a couple of miles away. I'm not sure on the exact miles, but I AM going to find out. We were just going to take my kids, but then Geneva needed a babysitter Wednesday morning, so we took Jantzen and Cambry. We had a mini-caravan going. We've been walking every night for about 30 minutes so we thought we would be up for it. But, it was a challenge. I am overweight, but my MIL is so skinny. She's works out all of the time and even lifts weights a couple times a week. I have a good role model.
It was a lot of fun and an adventure. I kept telling myself, "At least I'm not a pioneer trekking across the plains. I only have to do this for a couple of hours. Not all day every day."
The kids had a blast although I think they thought we were kind of slow in moving. If the weather is still good, we will probably do it again next week. I just wish I would have lost 5 lbs from it. It felt like I worked that much off.
My Mom and sister are coming on Friday for some dog show beauty contest or something. They compete nationally so it's pretty big. I am so excited to have family come. I love having company. My kids are excited too--because I've been talking to them about their arrival all week. They say, "Mimi (that's grandma) and Aunt Dona come. They sleep in my room! I clean my room. They bring dogs." They transposed a little of the information yesterday and Madison said, "Aunt Dona come to clean my room!" I thought, now that sounds good. Madison also wanted to call Aunt Dona yesterday. I'm not sure if she was excited about the dogs or her coming to clean her room.
Lane is moving about on the floor a little more. He's still a wobbly sitter. He's not as advanced as Porter was. He's more at Madison's pace. He is sure a happy baby.
We have started our temple prep class. It was really good although nothing special about the content. Granted, it's great stuff. I said that wrong. It's good stuff, just plain and simple truths. I think it was more of the feeling of the Spirit with the group of people. There are some great people in our group. It is always exciting to be a part of progressing and watching others progress as well.
I had a dream last night. In it I could jump REALLY high. I showed Vicki and Ron. They were impressed. There was also a turtle that died. Brant had started playing computer games again. I looked up "jump" and "turtle" at www.dreammoods.com It said that jump meant needing to taking a risk. And, that turtles indicate slow progress. I'll have to think about that.

I think I can, I think I can...

I walked 5 miles today pushing 3 kids in a stroller. Wow! I can't believe Haley and Travis ran a marathon. They are overachievers! I have a lot of respect for runners and athletes. All of the things, which I am not. I'm just trying to get rid of this extra weight that seems to think we are best friends. I tried to outrun it today--but sadly it stayed with me. I'll post pictures of the park later. I'm too tired to do anything else.

David and Goliath

I read a story in one of Dr. Phil's books. It has been something that has been on my mind this past week because it is about your perspective. He says that when the townspeople saw Goliath they said, "He's so big, we can't defeat him." When David saw Goliath, he said, "He's so big I can't miss him!" I have applied this to my "Goliaths" this week. I am realizing there is so much power in how we look at something. Is my problem so big I don't believe I can defeat, or is the problem so big there's no way I can miss it?

Just Monday Morning Stuff

We had a really fun weekend. Nothing too exciting, just lots of little odds and ends.

* HALLOWEEN NIGHT WAS a lot of fun for the twins. Brant and I were just plain tired by Friday night. Their cousins were getting dressed up and getting ready to go trick-or-treating. So, obviously, they wanted to get their costumes on. We told them they could get their costumes on, but it was their turn to give candy. We did not want to go out and hoped this ruse would work. We know next year it will not. They were actually very excited about the doorbell ringing constantly. Just answering the door is fun for them. They were taking turns passing out candy. Then they would wave their little hands and say, "Goodbye! Happy Halloween!" It was so cute. Brant and I were laying on the couch ready for bed--at 8 p.m. Their uncle, Kendall, came home and realized we weren't taking them out. He was not impressed with our lack of parenting in teaching our children the "ways of Halloween." We were laughing about what bad parents we were, but we didn't care. We were tired. He volunteered to take them out and they were thrilled. I told him he could have half of everything they collected. As far as us being losers, I mean tired, tired, parents. I just want to say on our behalf that I have been up for the last 4 nights at 3:30 a.m. because of one or all 3 of my kids. Brant gets up every morning at 4:30 a.m. to get ready for work. So 8 p.m. is really late for us.

* SATURDAY WAS A great day for me! Brant did not have to work. It is one of the few Saturdays that he was not working. He usually picks up all of the overtime he can. This weekend he had off. Although I still got up at 3:30 a.m., I got a break. He took the twins to Walmart to do all of the Christmas shopping. I know we do it a little early, but I hate to shop. Brant loves buying gifts and I love getting things done early. Plus, we really weren't spending very much this year so it's not like there was that much to get. He was also able to ask them which toys they like better because he figured they'll forget about them in a couple of months. I have to say holidays are so much more fun with kids. I hated them when I was single, and now I know why. Kids make it great. I designed our family Christmas card last month--and am now awaiting the trip to Grandma and Grandpas in November to get our pictures taken. We're a little excited about the kids experiencing the holidays. I just want to get all of the tasks out of the way, so we can enjoy it without the rush. So gifts are done, cards are almost done, and all that will be left is fun.

* SUNDAY WAS DAYLIGHT savings so we gained an extra hour. Which surprisingly, made us late to church. We are usually on-time or early. Porter woke up at 3 a.m. I don't know what's going on with him. But, he also woke up Madison and she was not very happy about it. So by 10 a.m. Madison put herself down for a nap. Lane fell asleep and I didn't want to wake Madison up so we waited until she was done sleeping and then left for church. She was actually very happy and much better for Nursery. Brant and I were able to attend a temple prep class. We are very excited about it. We have to go to eight classes and will be finished in December. However, the classes are scheduled for Tuesday nights at 8 pm. That's like midnight for us--but we are still going to go.

* AND NOW MONDAY morning, it's 4:45 a.m. and only Lane is awake. I'm so glad the twins are sleeping. Maybe it was the week long of Halloween parties that kept them from falling asleep or staying asleep. I guess until the next big holiday, we'll have a break. I hope! They were killing me with their middle-of-the night waking. Brant's back at work and we won't see much of him until January. He's going to be working alot of overtime and still is taking welding and crane classes. I honestly can't believe how much we do now that we have kids. We used come home tired from work everyday and "pampered" ourselves when we both had jobs. Our old selves would be very impressed with our new selves. But, we would also laugh and feel sorry for ourselves. Our new selves would tell our old selves that it was all worth it. The baggy eyes, the lack of sleep, no money--it all matters little when some little person wraps their arms around you and says, "I love you Mommy." ADDENDUM: The twins woke up at 4:56--not too bad considering it would be almost 6 a.m. if there wasn't daylight savings this weekend. Maybe we'll get back on track. They crawled into Lane's crib to hang out with him when they woke up. (That's the pic.)

* OTHER SMALL THINGS that happened include: Lane cut his first bottom tooth yesterday. I am concerned about the welfare of his main feeding aparatus now that he has teeth. It could be very dangerous. I lost a part of my back tooth. I'm left with a jagged, sharp edge that cuts my tongue! I have been chewing gum to let gum buffer the sharpness. It will be about 2 months before we get dental insurance. I am actually thankful for this tooth as it is not so easy to eat. I am thinking this will be a good weight loss plan for me. There is always a silver lining.

* MY COUSIN'S FUNERAL was this weekend. He died of colon cancer. He was so young to me. I don't remember him being old. I was so surprised to realize that he was 50. I remember the last time I saw him was in Page not more than 2 years ago. He was with his daughters and stopped by my Dad's house. He was in perfect health. I would have never guessed. My cousin, Kayla, wrote a great post about it on www.http://thelegacylady.typepad.com/the_legacy_lady_online/2008/10/colonoscopy---got-yours-yet.html Death always reminds us how short our time on earth is. And, that hopefully our lives will be a tribute to our families. Jim's certainly was. He was a good person, father, son, cousin, etc. Kayla wrote a wonderful tribute to him. I can't say it much better than she did.

Cutest Baby Boy in the World!

You found him--Lane Hibbard--the cutest boy! I think he is so cute because he is always so happy. He literally giggles all of the time. I can't wait to see what he does when he gets older. He looks alot like Vicki's (my sister) baby pictures. I was playing around in Photoshop trying to get a rounded photo with feathered edges. I finally figured it out. I'm working on the layout for my family Christmas card so I wanted to figure it out before it's too late.

My Little Goblins

Toddler Fun Time

I was having a rough weekend as a “single mom.” Brant was in St. George for work and I had to do the Trunk or Treat thing all by myself. I’m not young enough to keep up with 2 two-year olds and a baby. I just don’t have it in me. So, they really wore me out. I miss Brant for things like that. He seems to have boundless energy when it comes to taking the kids out. I totally feel for single Mom’s and Bishops wives. I can’t imagine having the kids without support. It’s so hard.

Anyway, on Sunday I was dreading going to church with 3 kids as Brant was still gone. Rhonda, my MIL, was still sick so I knew I would have to do the whole thing by myself. After the night before, I was not looking forward to it. Madison, sensing my despair, schemed to create a legitimate episode that would allow me to stay home with the kids. It speaks to hear innately intuitive nature and extreme thoughtfulness. She decided to find my one, yes I only have one, bottle of nail polish. Then she painted her whole left arm with with pink polish. She also decided that my leather office chair would look better as a pink chair. Unfortunately, there was only enough polish to do most of the seat.

She also got it on the carpet, bean bags, an end table, the couch, and I'm sure some other things I haven't yet discovered. But, thanks to Madison, I was cleaning up nail polish instead of getting us all off to church. After getting them all down for a nap, I decided to crawl into bed and take a nap myself. I am not kidding--45 seconds after I sighed and crawled into bed under the covers--Brant walks in. It's like total chaos up until he comes home. And, I know he wonders why I am also so tired when life is so calm when he comes home. Murphy's Law.

Some good political banter in my inbox

BAILOUT PROGRAM IN EASY TO UNDERSTAND ENGLISH
Young Chuck, moved to Texas and bought a Donkey from a farmer for $100.00.
The farmer agreed to deliver the Donkey the next day. The next day he drove up and said, 'Sorry son, but I have some bad news, the donkey died.' Chuck replied, 'Well, then just give me my money back.' The farmer said, 'Can't do that. I went and spent it already.' Chuck said, 'Ok, then, just bring me the dead donkey.' The farmer asked, 'What ya gonna do with him? Chuck said, 'I'm going to raffle him off.' The farmer said, 'You can't raffle off a dead donkey!' Chuck said, 'Sure I can, Watch me.. I just won't tell anybody he's dead.' A month later, the farmer met up with Chuck and asked, 'What happened with that dead donkey?' Chuck said, 'I raffled him off. I sold 500 tickets at two dollars a piece and made a profit of $898.00.' The farmer said, 'Didn't anyone complain? Chuck said, 'Just the guy who won. So I gave him his two dollars back.' Chuck now works for the government as a top advisor on the bailout plan.

Trunk or Treat

Trunk or treat was a lot of fun, but a lot of work! Brant ended up having to go to St. George so he said goodbye to us as we left. The kids loved what they called "Candy Day." They figured out the "Trick or Treat" very fast. One guy said, "Looks like they had some influence on their costumes." And another said, "Your costume deserves a little extra candy." They won the pre-Primary award for best twin costume. Ha, ha. They were the only twins, but they got a bucket of candy for their costumes. I wish Brant could have come. He would have loved it, but I got lots of pictures for him.